LIFE OF A GIRL NAME CICI ARIEFA
Monday, July 16, 2012
ANDAINYA LELAKI TAHU....
Saturday, June 30, 2012
A Little Here And There~
Tuesday, June 19, 2012
KALAU PASS BC TAK MASUK NERAKA WEYH
Serius meluat dengan orang macam korang. Dok broadcast2 at the end of bc(broadcast) :
Seronok ye awak kena puji? Jangan mengada2 nak perasan lama2. Awak la manusia paling stupid saya pernah jumpa. Niat dah baik konon sayang kan islam. Alih2 kat bawah tu ada foot note "maaf saya terpaksa bc". Terus hilang pahala nak berdakwah. Sia2 je bc. Pastu x boleh bla bila yang sebar2 kan fakta yang salah..contoh nya mcm ni:
Malam ini adalah malam NISFU SYA'BAN (tutup nya buku amal)
Sblum t'lambat sya nk mohon maaf ya klo ade salah silap. Harap dimaafkan.
NABI MUHAMAD SAW b'sabda: barang siapa yg mengingatkn kedatangn bulan ini, HARAM API NERAKA bagi nya"
Kalau tahu bagus sila cari application dekat sana ada banyak. Meh saya tolong show sikit apa application yang saya pakai khas untuk kawan2 saya yang rajin broadcast benda dekat atas ni.
Batal tak diizin kejadah dia. Bagus betul korang ni boleh bc balik broadcast dari Indonesia. Ohh sangat maju ye anda.
Btw if my anak buah yang umur 2 tahun lahir pada bulan July.. Adakah dia sudah dewasa?? #mindblowing
Tapi kan.. Tapi kan.. Saya lahir bulan 12..
Means saya sangat ceria dan setia..uhuk2..
SEKIAN TERIMA KASEEYYYYY~
Bisik2: Dear bbm user..enough with the ping pls..u just ping me all the time and then u asked me why I didn't reply? Well apparently what do u expect me to reply for your ping? That ping is not even a question..is this sort of alien talking?? "Ping,ping,ping" all the time?
Wednesday, April 25, 2012
The Last Goodbye
heart because I always feel you here. Now I'm hoping and praying that it will quickly disappear. This will be my last goodbye, I've nothing else to say. Everything I felt for you can now just fade away. I'm telling you this and I'm meaning it. Goodbye. For now & forever.
Dear Tummy, sorry for all the butterflies..
Pillow, sorry for all the tears.. Heart, sorry for all the damage..
Brain, you were right..
Saturday, January 28, 2012
BUAT DUA2 PON MATI SO HOW??
Buat dua2 pon mati macam mana?
Nak tanya boleh? Tak boleh pon still nak tanya jugak. Salah ke kalau kita friendly dengan orang?
Salah ke?salah ke??
Kadang2 buat semua benda salah. Walaupon tak la seserius telan mati mak luah mati bapak. Tapi still buat dua2 pon salah. Kenapa? Macam ni la contoh nya ye.
Kadang2 kan bila kita friendly dengan kaum yang bukan sejenis dengan kita banyak pulak yang diorang fikir.(ehh faham tak KAUM YANG BUKAN SEJENIS DENGAN KITA? I mean if I gegirl. So kaum yang bukan sejenis dengan I ade lah boboy) Ok sometime dorang ingat kita suka dia la. Kita ni senang sangat la. Kita ni gatal la. Tapi bila tak layan pulak suka hati mak tiri kakak angkat jiran sebelah taman dia je nak kata kita ni sombong la bajet hot la.
So korang nak kita buat apa hah?(marah ni) tension la dengan korang manusia yang tak pernah puas hati.Pastu bila kita berbaik dengan kaum sejenis pulak, dia kata kita homo pulak. Tak pon saje nak baik2 ada makna la. Ehh serius tak faham dengan mentaliti orang2 sekarang ni.
Im friendly and thats me. I don’t have to change myself to please others. Do like me the way i am. If you just like me because what you want is in me, so you just love a reflection of yourself..
Bisik2: Just because she's friendly, doesn't mean that she's easy. JUST SO U KNOW ;D
Thursday, January 26, 2012
WHEN HE CHOOSE HER OVER YOU
He’s so not worth it. He is not worth your time or your tears. Yeah you loved him, I know that. And I know you just can’t see yourself with anyone other than him, I get that. I’ve been there. But why should you spend all your time sitting at home, bawling your eyes out and wondering where he is and who he is with? Do you honestly think he is thinking about you? No. Sure it hurt, the fact that he is out there falling in and out of love other girls. Yeah you gonna see him with one of his new girlfriends. Prepare yourself, cause straight up : ITS GONNA HURT. He will hold her a little closer and squeeze her hand a little tighter just because he knows you’re watching. He knows it’s killing you. That’s why he will do it. Don’t let him get to you because that, well that’s exactly what he wants. Don’t give him what he wants. He doesn’t even deserve it.
So what if he doesn’t talk to you? Do you honestly wanna be friend with an asshole like him anyways? Thing is I know you still do. But give it time. Because all he would do is talk about his new girlfriend and just try and make you jealous. Do you really wanna hear that? No. Screw him and his girlfriend. He will be sorry. Trust me. When he finally see you with some other guy who’s not him, with that huge grin on your face and your boyfriend holding you close, he will realize how happy you’re now and how happy your boyfriend is because he has you, the girl of his dreams.
He will realize the huge mistake he made when he let you go. When he decided to choose her over you. When he decided he just did not love you the same. Trust me. He will be sorry. And don’t you sit there thinking he won’t be sorry. I know you are. Don’t go on spending your night waiting that one phone call you know you never gonna get. Or that message you know he will never send you simply because he is so ego. He likes to pretend he does not see you online. When he walks past you in the hallways he will gonna look past you, but you need to know he will do that cause he know somewhere inside you, it will hurt. I know sometimes you think you wanna disappear, but all you really want is to be found. I’m not gonna lie to you. It will hurt hurts a lot. But it will hurt even more when you see her name and how much he loves her in his profile. It’s all gonna hurt because you still care.
Knowing you are not the girl that making him smile anymore. Knowing that you are not the first person he thinks of when he wakes up and the last before he goes to sleep. Knowing you are not the face on his phone wallpaper anymore. Knowing that he already deleted all your pictures in his phone and laptop. Knowing you won’t be spending every single moment possible with him. Knowing no more late night phone calls arguing who loves the most.
And you know what? Today, tomorrow, next week, months from now, when you receive a text message on your phone, you will instantly grab your phone hoping its him saying he want to give your relationship another shot. But trust me. He got so much pride. Even if he wanted to be back with you, he wouldn’t tell you. You are soon gonna realize he doesn’t care about you anymore and he won’t be the first person you call when you upset. He won’t be the one to put that smile back on your face. And yeah it’s gonna hurt. Maybe he will ask for your forgiveness. Second chance is fine with me. But for a third chance?? Over a same mistake? “I’m sorry” will eventually lose the meaning when he keep apologizing over & over for the same thing. But you know what you are gonna do?
You gonna hold your head up. You gonna show him you are better than him and you don’t need him in your life. You are gonna prove to him that he made the biggest mistake of his life letting you go and that you really needed him anyways.
Bisik2 : If you feel like crying. Go on... When someone cries it's not because they are weak.It's because they have been strong for too long.
" A relationship is always worth fighting for, but you can't always be the only one fighting"
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
DONT FALL IN LOVE IF U’RE NOT READY FOR THE PAIN
Sometime kita tak boleh nak elakkan diri dari berkata hidup ini kadangkala tidak adil.. Terdetik di hati kenapa dunia ni kejam sangat.. Kenapa saya perlu lalui semua ini??
Tuhan je tahu apa yang terbuku di hati. Maafkan saya kerana melukakan dan saya maafkan anda kerana melukakan. Jodoh allah adalah benar. Kita hanya perlu menunggu untuk masa yang sesuai..
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
Semua Nak Cantik
Jadi orang tak kan nampak cantik dari segi situ. Dari segi adab,orang akan mula perasan kecantikan seseorang itu.”budak tu baik,cantik pulak tu”.its all about attitude baby =P
Bisik2: Rasa nya inner beauty lagi penting sebab tu yang kekal selamanya kan?:D
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
Saya hanya makan sayur warna PINK
Warna memang memberi kesan dalam hidup seseorang. Saya rasa penting rasanya untuk ada warga kegemaran masing2. Ye la kan nanti time baru2 kenal dengan orang, boleh la buat topic perbualan “ehh you suke warna ape ek?”pastu bila dia dah jawap dia tanya kau balik kau ternganga sebab kau sendiri tak tau favourite colour kau ape..O.o”
Okay kenapa perlu tahu favourite colour? Benda ni semua memudahkan. I do believe there are still peoples who still dont have their own favourite colour. Macam bila orang tanya diorang just kata “ emm tah la..semua warna i suke.hitam putih kot.” Atau paling senang nak jawap warna pelangi sebab banyak.
Bagi saya bila dah ade favourite colour ni semua jadi senang. Nak cari baju pon tak payah susah2. Macam nak beli baju. Pergi masuk mana2 kedai terus aim favourite colour korang pastu dah angkat baju tu baru tengok design. Dengan cara ni korang boleh lebih cepat pilih baju sebab agak2 kedai tu tak ada favourite colour korang,korang boleh terus pergi tengok kedai lain. Tak gitu?
Then benda ni pon boleh jadi macam simbol untuk korang tau. Macam dulu saya minat gila warna pink. Habis penuh almari dengan baju warna pink je. Pastu zaman2 myspace dulu layout pon nak warna pink. So orang macam tak payah tanya pon tak pe dorang sendiri tau favourite colour saya. Pastu ada someone cakap “ehh you tau tak,bila i tengok pink je i teringat kat you” see...apa yang saya cuba nak cakap. Benda2 simple pon boleh jadi macam symbolic untuk kita.
Plus benda macam ni pon memudahkan orang. Macam bila orang nak beli something untuk kita ke. Bila dia tau je kita suka pink ha habis semua benda pink dia beli teddy bear pink,baju pink,almari pink. Sebab dah comfirm2 kita suka kan. Jap! kejadah bagi hadiah almari?haha~
Tak delah nanti jadi drama sebabak “ehh you ni pandai2 je buat suprise tak tanya i, i mana suka baju warna biru. You bagi la siapa2. I suka pink la..pink..pink faham tak?” ahaha..So better from sekarang korang set kan favourite colour korang pastu bagitau siapa2 yang berkenaan supaya tak terjadi nya drama sebabak. Btw kalau partner korang tu suka warna orange korang jangan la hadiah kan air sunquick kat dia ye..=D
Till then toodles~
Bisik2: Saya suka warna pink,merah and hijau.
oh xboleh..kena satu je ek?
ok la pink la =D
Saturday, March 12, 2011
HATI SI GADIS
Wahai hati.
Kadang kala pernah terdetik di hati gadis ini. Kenapa lah hati cuma ada satu?
Kadang2 gadis ini berharap supaya dapat dikurniakan banyak hati.
Supaya dapat menyayangi semua nya dengan adil. Tidak perlu memilih dan melukai .
Pada ketika gadis ini sudah mempunyai orang yang dia sayang.
Dan tiba2 si dia tersayang itu membuat satu kesilapan.
Muncul insan lain untuk membahagiakan gadis ini dan menyembuhkan yang terluka.
Senang betul hati ini berubah. Apabila yang tersayang ada kurang nya disitu. Insan yg lain melengkapi kekurangan itu dengan kelebihan yang dia ada.
Kedua2 nya sangat sempurna di mata gadis ini.
Si dia dapat menerima gadis ini seadanya. Baik buruk gadis ini. Semua nya tiada rahsia lagi bagi si dia itu. Dia lah insan yang sentiasa ada di susah dan senang gadis ini yang melayan si gadis ini ketika ingin bermanja,ingin mengadu dan semuanya.
Pada insan yang lain pula. Dia cukup mengambil berat terhadap gadis ini. Sentiasa menasihati atas perkara2 tertentu.Tahu melayan gadis ini dengan penuh romantis sehingga kan si gadis berasa seprti puteri raja apabila di samping nya. Dia tahu membuat kan si gadis berasa benar2 istimewa.
Tapi gadis ini masih runsing. Dia lebih rela terus hidup sendiri dari membuat apa2 pilihan kerana dia tidak mahu ada istilah kalah dan menang dalam diri kedua2 lelaki tersebut.
Gadis ini sanggup hidup sendiri mengorbankan rasa yang dia ada selagi tiada siapa yang merasa sedih atas penolakan si gadis. Si gadis cukup percaya pada jodoh. Kerana si gadis yakin. Jika macam mana berusaha sekalipun si gadis terhadap lelaki pujaan nya, jika tiada jodoh antara mereka.si gadis tetap akan terluka. Dan jika sejauh mana pun si gadis berlari,jika si dia adalah jodoh si gadis. Si gadis pasti akan bersama nya memeterai cinta dan membina masjid bersama si dia.
Ya..si gadis percaya pada jodoh. Insyaallah.
Pada si dia.maafkan si gadis. Si gadis tidak kuat untuk membuat apa2 pilihan kerana si gadis menganggap si dia tersangat lah baik. Si dia tidak layak untuk dilukai. Dan si gadis berharap supaya si dia dapat belajar menyayangi gadis lain. Kerana si gadis sedar si gadis bukan lah terbaik untuk si dia.