He’s so not worth it. He is not worth your time or your tears. Yeah you loved him, I know that. And I know you just can’t see yourself with anyone other than him, I get that. I’ve been there. But why should you spend all your time sitting at home, bawling your eyes out and wondering where he is and who he is with? Do you honestly think he is thinking about you? No. Sure it hurt, the fact that he is out there falling in and out of love other girls. Yeah you gonna see him with one of his new girlfriends. Prepare yourself, cause straight up : ITS GONNA HURT. He will hold her a little closer and squeeze her hand a little tighter just because he knows you’re watching. He knows it’s killing you. That’s why he will do it. Don’t let him get to you because that, well that’s exactly what he wants. Don’t give him what he wants. He doesn’t even deserve it.
So what if he doesn’t talk to you? Do you honestly wanna be friend with an asshole like him anyways? Thing is I know you still do. But give it time. Because all he would do is talk about his new girlfriend and just try and make you jealous. Do you really wanna hear that? No. Screw him and his girlfriend. He will be sorry. Trust me. When he finally see you with some other guy who’s not him, with that huge grin on your face and your boyfriend holding you close, he will realize how happy you’re now and how happy your boyfriend is because he has you, the girl of his dreams.
He will realize the huge mistake he made when he let you go. When he decided to choose her over you. When he decided he just did not love you the same. Trust me. He will be sorry. And don’t you sit there thinking he won’t be sorry. I know you are. Don’t go on spending your night waiting that one phone call you know you never gonna get. Or that message you know he will never send you simply because he is so ego. He likes to pretend he does not see you online. When he walks past you in the hallways he will gonna look past you, but you need to know he will do that cause he know somewhere inside you, it will hurt. I know sometimes you think you wanna disappear, but all you really want is to be found. I’m not gonna lie to you. It will hurt hurts a lot. But it will hurt even more when you see her name and how much he loves her in his profile. It’s all gonna hurt because you still care.
Knowing you are not the girl that making him smile anymore. Knowing that you are not the first person he thinks of when he wakes up and the last before he goes to sleep. Knowing you are not the face on his phone wallpaper anymore. Knowing that he already deleted all your pictures in his phone and laptop. Knowing you won’t be spending every single moment possible with him. Knowing no more late night phone calls arguing who loves the most.
And you know what? Today, tomorrow, next week, months from now, when you receive a text message on your phone, you will instantly grab your phone hoping its him saying he want to give your relationship another shot. But trust me. He got so much pride. Even if he wanted to be back with you, he wouldn’t tell you. You are soon gonna realize he doesn’t care about you anymore and he won’t be the first person you call when you upset. He won’t be the one to put that smile back on your face. And yeah it’s gonna hurt. Maybe he will ask for your forgiveness. Second chance is fine with me. But for a third chance?? Over a same mistake? “I’m sorry” will eventually lose the meaning when he keep apologizing over & over for the same thing. But you know what you are gonna do?
You gonna hold your head up. You gonna show him you are better than him and you don’t need him in your life. You are gonna prove to him that he made the biggest mistake of his life letting you go and that you really needed him anyways.
Bisik2 : If you feel like crying. Go on... When someone cries it's not because they are weak.It's because they have been strong for too long.
" A relationship is always worth fighting for, but you can't always be the only one fighting"