Monday, July 16, 2012

ANDAINYA LELAKI TAHU....


Andainya lelaki tahu..
Apabila seorang perempuan jatuh cinta,lelaki itu tidak semestinya punya segalanya tetapi lelaki itu adalah segalanya di hatinya.Andainya lelaki tahu..Apabila seorang perempuan itu mengalirkan air mata, itu bukan bermakna dia lemah, tetapi dia sedang mencari kekuatan untuk terus tabah menyintai lelaki itu.Andainya lelaki tahu..Apabila seorang perempuan marah, memang dia tidak mampu mengawal perasaannya tapi percayalah, itulah maknanya dia sangat mengambil berat dan menyayangi lelaki itu. Lihat saja pasangan yang baru bercinta, mereka jarang bergaduh. Tetapi percayalah semakin bertambah sayang mereka pada seseorang, semakin pula banyak pertelingkahan yang berlaku.
Andainya lelaki tahu..
Apabila perempuan bercakap banyak, dia tidak pernah bermaksud untuk membuat anda rimas, tapi dia mahu lelaki mengenalinya dengan lebih dekat.Andainya lelaki tahu..Apabila perempuan berkata dia mahu anda berubah, itu bukan bermakna dia tidak mahu menerima anda seadanya, tetapi dia mahu menjadikan anda lebih baik, bukan untuk dirinya, tetapi untuk masa depan anda.Andai lelaki tahu..Apabila perempuan cemburu dan tidak percayakan anda, bukan bermakna dia tidak sayang..tetapi dia terlalu sayangkan anda dan masih mengangap anda anak kecil yang masih memerlukan sepenuh perhatian. Kadang2 dia terlalu risau sekiranya terlalu percaya, anda akan mengkhianati kepercayaan yang diberi. Naluri keibuannya sangat kuat. Dia hanya mahukan yang terbaik untuk anda.
Andai lelaki tahu..
Apabila perempuan merajuk, jangan kata dia mengada-ngada. Dia bukannya mahu dipujuk dengan wang ringgit atau hadiah sedozen, tetapi cukup dengan perhatian yang boleh buat perempuan rasa dihargai.Andai lelaki tahu..Apabila perempuan jarang mengatakan ‘i love u’, itu tidak bermaksud dia tidak menyintai tetapi dia mahu lelaki itu merasai sendiri cintanya, bukan hanya hadir dari kata-kata tetapi juga melalui bahasa tubuhnya.Andai lelaki tahu..Apabila perempuan kata dia rindu sama kamu, dia benar-benar maksudkannya. Apabila berjauhan, bayanganmu akan sentiasa bermain di mata.
Andai lelaki tahu..
Apabila perempuan kata lelaki lain itu lebih baik dari kamu, jangan percaya kata-katanya kerana dia hanya mahu menguji kamu. Dia mahu melihat sejauh mana kamu sanggup menjadi yang terbaik di matanya. Walaupun sebenarnya memang kamulah yang terbaik di hatinya. Selagi dia dengan kamu, percayalah, walaupun perempuan menganggap masih ramai lagi yang lebih baik di matanya tetapi di hatinya, kamu tetap yang terbaik.
Andai lelaki tahu..
Apabila perempuan menjadi degil, dia bukan bermaksud untuk menjadi degil tapi dia mahu melihat sejauh mana lelaki itu mampu bersabar dengan kerenahnya. Percayalah, hati perempuan itu sangat lembut. Andai kena caranya, jangan terkejut kalau akhirnya dia menukar fikirannya dalam masa sesaat.Andai lelaki tahu..Apabila perempuan berkata, “tolong tinggalkan saya!”, dia tidak bermaksud menyuruh anda pergi selamanya. Dia hanya mahu menenangkan fikirannya sebentar saja. Apabila dia kembali tenang, percayalah dia akan mencari anda semula. Itu tandanya dia benar-benar menyintai anda. Perempuan sukar untuk mengawal perasaan. Dia terlalu emosional. Tapi dialah yang paling menyayangi anda dan sangat sensitif dengan perubahan pada diri anda.
Andai lelaki tahu..
Sememangnya Allah menciptakan lelaki dan perempuan itu dengan perbezaan yang tersendiri. Tetapi sekiranya mereka saling memahami, mereka akan saling melengkapi dan menyempurnakan . Perempuan itu diciptakan oleh Allah indah sekali. Di sebalik air matanya, tersimpan seribu satu kekuatan yang bakal menjadikan seorang lelaki itu merasa  tenang bersamanya. Biarpun zahirnya perempuan itu tampak lemah tapi dia punya kekuatan tersendiri yang mungkin boleh pula membuat lelaki menjadi lemah kerananya. Jadi hargailah kehadiran seorang perempuan dalam hidup anda kerana dia didatangkan bukan dengan kelemahan sahaja tetapi dia juga ada kekuatan untuk menyokong anda dan membuatkan hidup anda lebih sempurna. Dialah yang bakal menjadi isteri pada anda,menantu pada ibubapa anda, dan juga ibu yang terbaik untuk anak2 anda.

Saturday, June 30, 2012

A Little Here And There~


Ya Allah..
Seandainya telah engkau catatkan…Dia milikku tercipta buatku..Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku..
Titipkanlah kebahagian antara kami..Agar kemesraan ini kekal abadi..
Dan Ya Allah..Ya tuhan yang maha mengasihi..Seiringkanlah kami melayari hidup ini..
Ketepian yang sejahtera dan abadi..
Tetapi Ya Allah..
Seandainya telah engkau takdirkan..Dia bukan milikku..Bawalah ia jauh dari pandanganku..
Luputkanlah ia dari ingatanku..Dan peliharalah aku dari kekecewaan..
Serta Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku yang maha mengerti..
Berikanlah aku kekuatan..Melontar bayangannya jauh ke dada langit..Hilang bersama senja nan merah..Agarku bisa bahagia..Walaupun tanpa bersama dengannya..
Dan Ya Allah Yang Tercinta..
Gantilah yang telah hilang…Tumbuhkanlah kembali yang telah patah..Walaupun tidak sama dengan dirinya..
Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku..
Pasrahlah aku dengan takdirmu…Sesungguhnya apa yang telah engkau takdirkan..Adalah yang terbaik buatku..Kerana engkau maha mengetahui..Segala yang terbaik buat hamba Mu ini..
Ya Allah..
Cukuplah engkau sahaja yang menjadi pemeliharaku..Di Dunia dan di akhirat..
Dengarlah rintihan dari hamba Mu yang daif ini..Jangan engkau biarkan aku sendirian..
Di dunia ini mahupun di akhirat..Menjuruskan aku ke arah kemaksiatan dan kemungkaran…
Maka kurniakanlah aku seorang pasangan yang beriman..Supaya aku dan dia sama-sama dapat membina kesejahteraan hidup..Ke jalan yang engkau redhai..Dan kurniakanlah padaku keturunan yang soleh..
Amin..Ya Rabbal A’lamin..
  
Sekuat mana kita setia..Sehebat mana kita merancang.
Selama mana kita menunggu.Sekeras mana kita bersabar.
Sejujur mana kita menerima dirinya.

Jika takdir ALLAH menentukan yg kita bukan dgn dirinya,Kita tidak akan bersama dgnnya..
Jika Allah telah menulis jodoh kita dgnnya,Kita tetap akan bersama dirinya.
Kerana tulang rusuk dan pemiliknya takkan pernah tertukar dan akan bertemu pada saat yg tepat menurut ilmuNya, insyaALLAH.
Tiada yg kebetulan melainkan semuanya telah dirancang.
Dan yg sebaik-baik merancang itu adalah ALLAH S.W.T ♥

Bisik2:YA ALLAH Jika dia yang tebaik bagiku..bukakanlah hatiku untuk menerimanya..untuk mempercayai cinta sekali lagi..Jika dia bukan Jodohku, berikan lah kami jalan yang terbaik untuk berpisah agar tidak saling menyakiti..

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

KALAU PASS BC TAK MASUK NERAKA WEYH


Sila chill sekejap. Saya bukan nak sampaikan ajaran sesat ke apa. Saya just nak melahirkan ketidakpuashatian saya terhadap orang2 yang terlebih pandai.

Serius meluat dengan orang macam korang. Dok broadcast2 at the end of bc(broadcast) :

"Barangsiapa yang menyebarkan pada 20 orang akan diharamkan neraka baginya. Jika anda tidak menyebarkan nescaya akan dilaknat di akhirat nanti"

Jap! Korang siapa nak menjamin orang tu diharamkan masuk api neraka ke apa? Korang semangat2 bc lepas tu korang dok buat jahat lagi apa korg ingat bc je dah confirm korang tak masuk neraka?? Siapa korg nak tentukan hukum hakam tuhan? Yang mula2 taip bc tu pon manusia macam korang jugak. Habis kalau orang tu tiba2 time nak bc BIS dia expired habis tu dia dilaknat la nanti sebab tak bc? FOR REAL?? And then kalau orang tu baru pakai bb dia ada 7 orang je dekat contact macam mana nak broadcast dekat 20 orang? Habislah orang tu dilaknat. Habislah~ ehh so very the menyesatkan la you guys ni..haiyohhh

Kadang2 memang ada niat baik yang bc pasal islam2 tu. Serius korang memang bagus. But lain jadi nya bila bc bunyi mcm ni:

"....(Islamic thing)...sila sebarkan jika anda sayangkan islam..jika diabaikan anda ternyata tidak peduli tentang islam..MAAF SY TERPAKSA BC"

Pandainyaa~Pandainya~ ^o^ Anak sapa la ni kan?
Seronok ye awak kena puji? Jangan mengada2 nak perasan lama2. Awak la manusia paling stupid saya pernah jumpa. Niat dah baik konon sayang kan islam. Alih2 kat bawah tu ada foot note "maaf saya terpaksa bc". Terus hilang pahala  nak berdakwah. Sia2 je bc. Pastu x boleh bla bila yang sebar2 kan fakta yang salah..contoh nya mcm ni:

 "Assalamualaikumm... 
Malam ini adalah malam NISFU SYA'BAN (tutup nya buku amal)
Sblum t'lambat sya nk mohon maaf ya klo ade salah silap. Harap dimaafkan.

NABI MUHAMAD SAW b'sabda: barang siapa yg mengingatkn kedatangn bulan ini, HARAM API NERAKA bagi nya"

Ok2 niat sangat baik..Suci Murni. Terima kasih ye bc. Tapi maaf. Sorry to say ye akak abang. Ya allah xpayah la nak tunjuk cetek agama sangat. Yang bc2 nisfu syaban tu korang sedar tak sekarang bulan ape? R.E.J.A.B REJAB. Faham?? Nisfu syaban tu hari ke 15 dalam bulan syaban. Kalau tak tau or tak sure sila la google dulu cari info sebelum bc. Apa guna pakai smartphone tak reti2 nak google.

Pastu bila bc benda2 psl kematian:
"alfatihah utk arwah ....(Artis).. yang telah kembali ke rahmatullah pada hari ini"

Then sy bukak google tak ada pon apa2. Yang ada pasal artis tu sakit je. Saya pon tanya la tuan punya bc tu. Sure ke dah arwah. Dia boleh slumber dekk je ckp "tah..I tolong bc je" Ok korang sumpah stupid 80 kali. Cuba kalau kena kat korang. Korang tengah hidup orang bc2 korang mati. Then tiba2 keluar melodi artis tu hidup lagi rupanya. Kan tak pasal2 korang dapat dosa free memfitnah. Pastu next week nya bila dia betul2 meninggal korang tak pulak bc. Alasan nya takut salah lagi. Bagus la dah belajar dari pengalaman. Tapi ni dah terang tang tang keluar tv artis tu dah arwah. Sahih. Korang ni stupid tak bertempat pulak kan nak kata takut salah lagi.

Meh sini nak tunjuk sikit printscreen bc yang merepek2 saya dapat. Encik hensem dan Cik cantik sila lah nilai sendiri ye:
OhhMerrhhGerdd! Macam ni pon ada orang yang still percaya.
Tolong la mintak tolong sangat2 ni. Tau tak Blackberry Application World? Tahu?
Kalau tahu bagus sila cari application dekat sana ada banyak. Meh saya tolong show sikit apa application yang saya pakai khas untuk kawan2 saya yang rajin broadcast benda dekat atas ni.
Okay korang nampak tak yang saya letak dalam red rectangle tu?
“FANCY SMILEY” & “TEXT SMILEY” cuba korang search ek. Ada banyak actually. Korang search je “smiley” mesti banyak applications yang keluar.

Left is from Text smiley. Right is from Fancy smiley. GOT IT? Goooooooddddddd=)
Okay next broadcast pulak meh sini scroll lagi bawah nak show ni:
OMGG! Ini serius! Tidak2. Habis lah~ Habis lah~ 
Kalau tak broadcast nanti dorang tau saya tak aktif. Nanti saya dibatalkan dan tak diizinkan chatting dengan kontak.
Batal tak diizin kejadah dia. Bagus betul korang ni boleh bc balik broadcast dari Indonesia. Ohh sangat maju ye anda.
P/s: BUKAN BROADCAST SEMBARANGAN. Ini serius!! =P
Ohh.. Ohh.. Ini last.. Betul..
Weyh.. Weyh.. Korang tak baik weh. Serius kesian yang lahir bulan Sept tu. Ahaha.
Btw if my anak buah yang umur 2 tahun lahir pada bulan July.. Adakah dia sudah dewasa?? #mindblowing
Dan dan.. Yang lahir selain bulan July semua nya kanak2 or orang tua??
Tapi kan.. Tapi kan.. Saya lahir bulan 12..
Means saya sangat ceria dan setia..uhuk2..

Ok dah penat membebel. Err menaip sebenarnya. Tapi membebel pon iye juga membebel dalam hati. Maaf terkasar bahasa. Cuma nak sedarkan orang2 yang bodoh sombong. Bila kita tegur dia boleh ckp "awak tu tak tutup aurat nak tegur kita psl agama" sorry to say ye "dakwah adalah kewajipan bagi semua umat islam..bukan nya hanya pada yg bergelar ustaz dan ustazah..as long as isi dakwah nya benar"
SEKIAN TERIMA KASEEYYYYY~


Bisik2: Dear bbm user..enough with the ping pls..u just ping me all the time and then u asked me why I didn't reply? Well apparently what do u expect me to reply for your ping? That ping is not even a question..is this sort of alien talking?? "Ping,ping,ping" all the time?

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

The Last Goodbye




I'm scared to move on because I'm worried that the second I'm happy with someone else, you'll pop up and ruin it. Ruin it by telling me that you want me, that you're sorry , that you still love me and that you miss me. I'm worried that I'll get so confused because I'll be so happy with him, but of course I'll still want you, and that will make me start crying all the time, end up losing the best relationship I ever had, just to have you get bored again and move onto some trashy girl. The worst part about all of this? I can see what you’re doing, you want me as an option, even if it is an option you'll never take.

You can tell me a hundred times that you’re sorry, and a thousand more that it won’t happen again, you know I used to love you more than anyone in this world, but all these lies? I’m sorry, i can’t deal with that. 

I don't show people how I feel, I bottle everything up inside. The truth that I don't tell people is that in all honesty, I am torn, I am broken, I just carry myself well and hide it. I don't want to be one of those people who are constantly complaining about how much their life sucks or how they want to die. Unlike those people I will not seek your attention. I'd rather walk through life alone than become like that. I'm done thinking that you could ever change. I know my heart will never be the same but I'm telling myself I'll be okay.I will tell you everything is just fine even when it's not.

I could forgive you and forget everything that happened. But that wouldn't make it any better. We'll never be able to go back to the way it used to be. You had the world in your hands, but instead you threw it away. So don't expect me to feel sorry for something that was your own fault.

You’re the only person that ever made me feel anything, really feel. Even if it wasn’t always the best feelings, you’re the only one who could make me smile or tear me down in three seconds flat. You’re the only person that can drive me crazy, in both good and bad ways. You’re the only person that ever made me feel like I didn’t have to try so hard.

But hey! You're pathetic. You tell every girl exactly what they want to hear just to make sure everyone likes you. But in the end, they all end up hating you.
Just because we're not together doesn't mean I can't miss you. Just because I miss you doesn't mean I want you back. Don't be mad because I don't care anymore. Be mad because I once did, and you were too blind to see.

Don't worry about me. My heart's not broken anymore. You should be worrying about yourself. Because, as far as I can see, you're still an asshole. I could failed a spelling test because if they asked me how to spell player, I will put down your name.

Just never lie to a girl, trust me - if she finds out, you're fucked. Being an asshole to a girl, doesn't make you look cool and just because you have a dick, doesn’t mean you have to act like one.



Yeah im smiling now, but you’re not the reason anymore.
When im a little girl, I believe in fairy tales. They say you're going to find Prince Charming and he will be all that you want him to be. In fairy tales the bad guy is quite easy to spot. He wears a black cape. Then you grow up and find out that Prince Charming isn't all that easy to find. The bad guy isn't wearing a black cape. He's really cute and he makes you laugh.

You know that feeling when you're just waiting, waiting to get home into your room, close the door, fall into bed, and just let everything out  that you kept in all day, that feeling of both relief and desperation? Nothing is wrong, but nothing is right either, and you're tired, tired of everything, tired of nothing, and you just want someone to be there and tell you it's okay, but no one's going to be there, and you know you have to be strong for yourself. But you're tired of waiting, tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else, tired of being strong, and for once, you just want it to be easy, to be simple, to be helped, to be saved, but you know you won't be, but you're still hoping and you're still wishing and you're still staying strong and fighting with tears in your eyes. You're fighting.

I'd be lying if I told you, losing you was something I could handle. But I guess it’s something I’m going to have to get used to. Because I did lose you. I don't hate you, I'm just disappointed you turned into everything you said you'd never be. I can promise you as long as you're trying, I'm staying.

You used to be someone that I was glad to know, but who you've become.. not so proud of you anymore. You used to have a big heart, and you used to sincerely care about me. Because all you are is a big lie. This is all an act on both parts. I'm pretending like I don't care about you and you're pretending that you do. You're not anyone special to me anymore, I'm used to this now. I've been hurt before. So leave me alone like you've always done, 'cause you've hurt me too much to be the right one.

I don't like how you and me completely switched places. You get mad at me for everything. I'm sorry I won't answer your calls anymore, and I'm sorry I'm not waiting for you. You waited too long to come back. I'm sorry I don't go places looking for you. It's not my problem anymore. You have to deal with it. I didn't do anything wrong here. You're mad that I'm over you? I'm sorry for that too, I honestly am, but I'm okay now. I don't have to worry about what you think about me. 

We ain't kids but we keep acting like we are. Playing stupid games, trying to break each other's hearts. Nobody wins and nobody's keeping score. Truth is, I just don't think I can do this anymore.

I hate the fact that I stayed with you even when I shouldn't to. I hate that you don't even care. I hate that you said forever. I hate that you lied. I hate that you built me up and tore me down. I hate how when I said forever I meant it. I hate how you controlled the relationship. I hate that I care so much. I hate that I shouldn't. I hate the fact that you don't want to be with me. I hate the fact that I'm here without you.
Instead of trusting you more, I trusted you less and now I’m free, and I’m not sorry. I had to get out. I knew it was over long before you said it. And I thought you broke my heart, but you merely made it stronger, made it resilient. Of course I’ll never forget you, but there’s no way I’m ever going back. Thank you for being such a fabulous waste of time.




"She's strong enough to walk away, but broken enough to look back. She moved on and she feels sorry for you, because she thought you were the most amazing guy ever. If she could have any guy in the world, she would've picked you above all the others. She thought you were different. But now, you're just another guy to her."

It was just like, reality came crashing down. You didn't matter anymore, I mean you did, but it wasn't all about you. I finally figured out what I deserve and it wasn't the person who I thought all along. You made me go through enough tears, enough pain, enough heartache to not deserve me. No, we can't be friends. No, we can't talk.. No, no, no. I don’t wanna know you're with her. I can't take it anymore..

I still miss you, but not like I did before. The intense aching I felt isn't there anymore. I still whisper your name, though not as often as I used to. Now it may be once before the day is through. I still hear your voice replaying in my mind, but it's fading now. Soon, silence I will find. I still think about you and wonder how you are, but my feelings have changed and they don't go as far. I still feel you sometimes or maybe it's just a little memory of how it used to be. I still love you but it's just not as strong because I'm letting you go now, so we can both move on. You still have a piece of my 
heart because I always feel you here. Now I'm hoping and praying that it will quickly disappear. This will be my last goodbye, I've nothing else to say. Everything I felt for you can now just fade away. I'm telling you this and I'm meaning it. Goodbye. For now & forever.



Bisik2 :
Dear Tummy, sorry for all the butterflies.. 
Pillow, sorry for all the tears.. Heart, sorry for all the damage..
Brain, you were right..




Saturday, January 28, 2012

BUAT DUA2 PON MATI SO HOW??

Buat dua2 pon mati macam mana?

Nak tanya boleh? Tak boleh pon still nak tanya jugak. Salah ke kalau kita friendly dengan orang?

Salah ke?salah ke??

Kadang2 buat semua benda salah. Walaupon tak la seserius telan mati mak luah mati bapak. Tapi still buat dua2 pon salah. Kenapa? Macam ni la contoh nya ye.

Kadang2 kan bila kita friendly dengan kaum yang bukan sejenis dengan kita banyak pulak yang diorang fikir.(ehh faham tak KAUM YANG BUKAN SEJENIS DENGAN KITA? I mean if I gegirl. So kaum yang bukan sejenis dengan I ade lah boboy) Ok sometime dorang ingat kita suka dia la. Kita ni senang sangat la. Kita ni gatal la. Tapi bila tak layan pulak suka hati mak tiri kakak angkat jiran sebelah taman dia je nak kata kita ni sombong la bajet hot la.

So korang nak kita buat apa hah?(marah ni) tension la dengan korang manusia yang tak pernah puas hati.Pastu bila kita berbaik dengan kaum sejenis pulak, dia kata kita homo pulak. Tak pon saje nak baik2 ada makna la. Ehh serius tak faham dengan mentaliti orang2 sekarang ni.

Im friendly and thats me. I don’t have to change myself to please others. Do like me the way i am. If you just like me because what you want is in me, so you just love a reflection of yourself..

Bisik2: Just because she's friendly, doesn't mean that she's easy. JUST SO U KNOW ;D

Thursday, January 26, 2012

WHEN HE CHOOSE HER OVER YOU

GET OVER HIM..

He’s so not worth it. He is not worth your time or your tears. Yeah you loved him, I know that. And I know you just can’t see yourself with anyone other than him, I get that. I’ve been there. But why should you spend all your time sitting at home, bawling your eyes out and wondering where he is and who he is with? Do you honestly think he is thinking about you? No. Sure it hurt, the fact that he is out there falling in and out of love other girls. Yeah you gonna see him with one of his new girlfriends. Prepare yourself, cause straight up : ITS GONNA HURT. He will hold her a little closer and squeeze her hand a little tighter just because he knows you’re watching. He knows it’s killing you. That’s why he will do it. Don’t let him get to you because that, well that’s exactly what he wants. Don’t give him what he wants. He doesn’t even deserve it.

So what if he doesn’t talk to you? Do you honestly wanna be friend with an asshole like him anyways? Thing is I know you still do. But give it time. Because all he would do is talk about his new girlfriend and just try and make you jealous. Do you really wanna hear that? No. Screw him and his girlfriend. He will be sorry. Trust me. When he finally see you with some other guy who’s not him, with that huge grin on your face and your boyfriend holding you close, he will realize how happy you’re now and how happy your boyfriend is because he has you, the girl of his dreams.

He will realize the huge mistake he made when he let you go. When he decided to choose her over you. When he decided he just did not love you the same. Trust me. He will be sorry. And don’t you sit there thinking he won’t be sorry. I know you are. Don’t go on spending your night waiting that one phone call you know you never gonna get. Or that message you know he will never send you simply because he is so ego. He likes to pretend he does not see you online. When he walks past you in the hallways he will gonna look past you, but you need to know he will do that cause he know somewhere inside you, it will hurt. I know sometimes you think you wanna disappear, but all you really want is to be found. I’m not gonna lie to you. It will hurt hurts a lot. But it will hurt even more when you see her name and how much he loves her in his profile. It’s all gonna hurt because you still care.


Knowing you are not the girl that making him smile anymore. Knowing that you are not the first person he thinks of when he wakes up and the last before he goes to sleep. Knowing you are not the face on his phone wallpaper anymore. Knowing that he already deleted all your pictures in his phone and laptop. Knowing you won’t be spending every single moment possible with him. Knowing no more late night phone calls arguing who loves the most.

And you know what? Today, tomorrow, next week, months from now, when you receive a text message on your phone, you will instantly grab your phone hoping its him saying he want to give your relationship another shot. But trust me. He got so much pride. Even if he wanted to be back with you, he wouldn’t tell you. You are soon gonna realize he doesn’t care about you anymore and he won’t be the first person you call when you upset. He won’t be the one to put that smile back on your face. And yeah it’s gonna hurt. Maybe he will ask for your forgiveness. Second chance is fine with me. But for a third chance?? Over a same mistake? “I’m sorry” will eventually lose the meaning when he keep apologizing over & over for the same thing. But you know what you are gonna do?

You gonna hold your head up. You gonna show him you are better than him and you don’t need him in your life. You are gonna prove to him that he made the biggest mistake of his life letting you go and that you really needed him anyways.

Bisik2 : If you feel like crying. Go on... When someone cries it's not because they are weak.It's because they have been strong for too long.

" A relationship is always worth fighting for, but you can't always be the only one fighting"